I met Denise {Deja} a few years ago, she played on my UO shard Necrom. She joined the shard through her at the time 'boyfriend' (We all know about That specific person...) and I never believed it was actually another person, I thought it was Him, being the **** that he was trying to get away with 2 accounts. Because of that , I constantly would pop up and bother this 'dejavouse' and one specific time I walked into a mine full of thousands of ore, it would of taken 4-7 hours of work to get that amount.. and setting up an automation program to do it was vs our law... so I thought 'I finaly have this punk!' and I did the formal 'Well, since you are macroing I will have to ban your..' but before I could finish I got a reponse hehe I don't remember exactly what she said, but I nearly fell off of my chair, I said sorry and left her alone. I finaly met Denise at westgate , she brought along Aaron and I brought along my brother 'Raydon' and my nephew 'goku' we all discussed the game and so on, One thing I noticed right away about her, is that she was actually interested in me, not just The Game, and that is rare, I meet a lot of players and most of them want items etc... but not her. Anyway after that first meeting, later Aaron quit the shard, because of what he claimed was 'unfair' but in reality he was given too much and he abused that power... Denise played on and I continued visiting her, and she'd come visit me on a regular basis. We had quite the friendship as most she touched enjoyed. I remember when Aaron had her quit, since he said it made him look bad if she played after he left. I still kept in touch and our friendship only grew from there. I'd talk to her Every single day, she'd call and wake me up from a night of coding and hacking , while she was driving to work, and she would always say 'Oh here comes that bridge, I might lose you hold on' hehe... sometimes I still expect those calls.. I cannot even write this without tears pouring.. I could list a million things we've done together in the short 3 years i've known her... I just cannot fathom some of the people who knew her longer then that losing her. I would go over her house, and we would take turns paying for B.wings from domino's .. we bothed loved those.. we'd take out that little wooden TV stand and set it up there, if or when they got there, we would share with others of course :). I have lost family members, but I've never lost someone I loved so much before, like many she had friendships with there was real love there, not just associates... I guess I am ranting, she would expect that of me :) hehehe...*shrugs* *Folds hands behind back and walks away* [hmm....Chuck: we never did make it to that herbal farm place, I want to complete that mission she set us up on in the near future.] [Danimal:Get in touch with me, email me I want to talk to you, maybe we can get coffee]