I just found out about this site recently.
I met Denise years ago through Judy.
I'll never forget it either. Tracy, Denise Silvia and Danielle Pedro
all went over to Judy's and it was the funniest thing because
this particular night Denise Silvia had me drive her brother's car
or take her brother's car, of course, being only 15
I didn't have a permit. It took a lot of balls on my part to so
and I still can't believe Denise let me take it.
Well, we headed over to Judy's and this was the first time
I met Denise or Judy. I remember walking in and meeting Judy first.
It is so clear because Judy was dating this guy and both the boyfriend
and Judy had these I love Judy and I love whoever. It was hysterical.
Then I saw this real beautiful girl sitting at the table and everyone
was drinking wine coolers except for me, because I had to "drive".
When I first saw Denise I thought she was standoffish, that was so
far from the truth. She was the sweetist thing.
Over the teenage years I saw her at a lot of parties
that Judy always threw in her backyard and those parties
were always a riot. Dressing up for some occasion.
Jesus, she had a party for every holiday and any day we had off.
I remember Judy always saying how much she loved Denise B.
and Chuck he just loved her to death.
So, we partied and slept over and told lots and lots of ghost stories.
Whenever you were at Judy's there was always a fun night
and always Denise.
I heard that Denise died about 7 or 8 months after she p#@*%!ed and when
Tracy told me about this website, I had to write because the last time
I saw Denise was with Judy at this herbal place and Denise was just
beautiful. She had no hair and was wearing a bandana. She looked
so beautiful. She probably didn't think so, but I did.
That was quite a while ago, but I remember it because
of how strong and determined she looked.
I thought she was in remission because she sparkled.
Although, I knew Judy better than Denise
(you know Judy your wedding night, lol).
She made an impression on me and many others as I can see.
This web site is beautiful and she was beautiful.
Some of the pictures of her looking down and in the camera really
show her and what she felt. She was a beautiful, strong loving
mother and I was proud to know her.
My love and prayers to all who love her and miss her.
God bless. Colleen

Hi Denise,
I was thinking about you and started to cry. My daddy told me there was a web site for you and told me I could write to you. So here I am.
I miss you very much and wish you were still here. I love you very much and I think you were the best Auntie in the whole world. I cry once in a while when I think about you. I buried a note underground so you can read it I hope you will enjoy it.
Micheel Beaupre

Well it has been a year today since I last saw you. I wish we could have cum-off-me (coffee) together again and just sit and talk like we use to. I still think about you all the time! I don't think you ever knew how much you touched my life and my heart! I love you and miss you more with each day that p#@*%!es!

LYLAS FOREVER

Judy

hey sweetie been missing you a lot lately.
guess its because its coming up on a year since you've been gone and it hurts like hell in my heart. sometimes wish I could just stay in bed and dream about you just to see you smile. the kids talk about you all the time and its hard not to cry when they do. they have such great memories of you its awesome to listen to them go off about you to their friends, and laugh about the silly things you did with them. I miss all those things but I always get a laugh about the things they talk about and at the same time I just want to cry. I should probably be talking to someone else about all this but I just feel its my private issue and no one really wants to hear it anyway so like always I just keep it inside. wouldn't be me if I didn't :-) its really starting to stress on me a lot. I catch myself yelling at the boys all the time for no real reason then I feel worse for doing it. I know what I need and I cant get it anymore because your not here to hug. ever since the day we met to the last night before you had to go your hugs were always like magic. I really meant it when I would say
a hug from you always made my problems, stress, and everything that was bothering me go away. I know you never believed me when I said that but it was true. you know what just writing here getting it off my chest helps. I'll try harder not to get on the kids so much for stupid stuff its just hard after a while because they don't stop but I promise you I'll do better not to. I love you so much and the kids ....like I said cant stop telling their friends about you so you see you were the best mom to them I see that everyday in them
well I'm going for now I'll write again
lots of love from all of us
{{{HUGSKISSES}}}

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a chain letter I made for denise 6 years ago when she found out she had cancer

Happy Birthday Denise! From me and Dean! We miss you sooooo much and think of you every day. Dean misses calling you on your birthday and singing Happy Birthday to you. He still plays your songs in the morning and always says "Good Morning Auntie Denise".

I wish I could talk to you - I have so much to share with you especially buying our first home. I know you would be happy for us and very proud of me for everything I have accomplished over the past 7 years with Dean. One of the last conversations we had I do remember you saying how proud you were of me at that time. It made me so happy.

I too play your cd with your songs almost every day either at home or at work and just about every day look on this site to see your pictures. In some ways it makes me feel you are still here with us. Well, again Happy Birthday! We love you. Love, Missi & Dean!!! XOXO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY honey from me and the kids. not sure what we're going to do tonight but there will be a candle lit. I was thinking of taking down that big box of pictures in the bedroom closet and telling the kids stories about the fun stuff I find in it. I think its been about 15 years since I've been in that box so it should be fun. corey wants to wrap his arm in the casting gause for april fools today I'm not sure what tylers doing if anything. well i have to get ready for work now.
I love you kids love you we all miss you everyday OXXOOXXOOX

Auntie Denise,
Hey you I guess there's not much to say other than I miss you so much. I think about you every day and what I could of done differently if you were still here well I wrote two poems about you. Uncle Bobby has one and i have to make a copy of the other one for him and Tyler and Corey. I feel bad that I don't go and see them but I feel uncomfortable, for what I don't know. Well I miss you so much and will always think about you until we meetv again.
love always Erika

HI sweety, well Corey turned 10 yesturday but you knew that already. He talked about you a lot during the day he misses you a lot. He didn't want to have a party I don't know exactly why. I think it's just because he wanted to go see Dean for the day. So we had lunch and I dropped them off over there for a few hours while I went to the mall and got him some things he really wanted. Then we all went to a movie and dinner and saw BIG FISH. It was a really good movie about a man that told really tall tails about real life situations he was in. All I could think about through the whole movie was the way you would tell stories and make them so funny or so real you would think you were there. I think it's a keeper movie and I'll buy it when it's available. well I guess I'll be going for now we all miss you tons I love you the kids love you TTFN OXXOOX

Denise,

I think of you at least once a day. It is so hard to believe, that you have passed away. I wish that I could call you, I have so much to say. I miss everything about you and in every way.

No one will ever take your place. Like the memories that we have made, can never be erased. I will hold you in my heart until someday we meet again. My Confidant, My Sister, My Very Best Friend. I will always remember what you said, "This is not goodbye, this is not the end."

I was just thinking how today is eighteen years that I have known you and how a day doesn't pass that I don't think of you and wish you were here with me. I miss you and I love you big!

LYLAS Forever

Judy

Sorry I never knew, you I guess I joined the wrong realm. :) My thoughts are with your friends and family in this hard time I know they will never forget all the great times they had with you.

Miss yah Deja,
We had good times in DAoC wich i could rewind the clock. You will always be remembered and loved.

Denise, i have so much to say and made a page for you in someway i hope will express what you meant to me.

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a letter by John

God Bless you always

Love John